| Location | Jarrow Tyne And Wear |
| Age | 18 years |
| Cause of Death | Meningitis |
| Date of Birth | 11/08/1981 |
| Date of Death | 18/04/2000 |
| Visitors | 2,422 since 04/10/2007 |
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Natalie Rachel Watson left the earth plain for home on April 18th 2000. Natalie was 18yrs and wanted to become a counsellor or social worker having had plenty life experiences in her tragic few years on earth. Natalie often stayed on the scotch estate jarrow with her mam Liz and sisters Tina and courtney, but had her own flat in commercial road above the Trimmers Cafe. Natalie shared with other young people and was very fond of her landlords Tom and Norman. They both looked after her well along with their housekeeper Meg and they were all very fond of Natalie. Natalies family consisted of mam, nanna olive, and sisters Martina, Courtney and butch the dog. Natalies dad had died with cancer and she had a older step sister Dorothy also step sister Linda, a step brother David. David lives in Liverpool and Linda lives in Hull. Dorothy lived in south shields with her family until her death four weeks before Natalies.
Natalie became ill when out with friends returning to her flat. Even though she was suffering she would not wake anyone during the night. Early the next morning she went downstairs to see Tom and Norman. Norman took Natalie to the hospital for treatment. Then I recieved the call informing me she was ill and at the hospital. When I arrived at the hospital my daughter was having tests as they had no idea what was wrong. As time passed my daughter became agitated as she had no feeling in her legs and pains in her stomache.Her skin changed colour and started going bruiselike. I knew something was wrong and kept on at the staff. Unfortunately they didnt have a clue. Natalie arrived at the hospital at 8.15am that morning and by 11.30am she was really poorly. The Docters still had no answers. I felt helpless and explained to Natalie that I would have to use a phone and ring my brother Brian and my mother as they were expecting me at their home. I knew once I rang them they would come straight away. As I moved away from the bed Natalie pleaded with me to help her and I told her I was trying and that I wouldnt be long. The nurses and docters were with her still doing tests. After making my call I returned back to the room only to be instructed by a docter that they were busy with my daughter and to wait in the waiting room. I could see that now the curtains had been drawn around her bed. I sat waiting it felt like hours. It was 1.15pm I had tried going back to her but was told they were still busy. Again I waited when my mum and Brian arrived explaining everything that had taken place to them both. The docter appeared and took us to a private room explaining how my daughter was now critical and being transfered to the intensive care unit to be placed on a ventilator. They thought my daughter had Meningitis. I tried hard to stifle my tears the bottom had just fell out of my world. After moving Natalie to the unit she deteriated further and after valiant efforts by the unit she took her last breathe. It was too late at 3.05pm she was pronounced dead. I never got back in to see her and tell her how much I loved her I just could not believe after everything she had been through she had to die like this. My daughter had suffered all that time it was too late when they realised how ill she was. Life would never be the same. After the post mortem the results came back that she had suffered with the "c" strain Meningococcal septicaemia. Natalie had many friends from all areas including Gateshead/Newcastle/Dunston many whom she met whilst working at the teams and partying at the village and power house. Natalie was very approachable easy to talk too and many would pour out their problems to her. I told her many times that she had enough carrying her own problems without carrying more. But this is what made Natalie who she really was. A careing genuine young lass who would put herself out to help others even if it meant causing problems for herself. Her great love of music and films. The love she had for her family especially her nanna, her uncle Brian her sisters Tina and Courtney and our Butch her godmother Elaine, aunty bev, her cousins and their children especially Robbie. Also the love she had for her friends Tonia, Ali, Emma, Sharlene, Hudson, Rachael k, Darren, Jamie, carl, michele, Lucy, D Moore, John c, Kay, josh, Kev, Varty, Gilly, Moore, pittock, zara, also Pauline and Haley. Also a dear friend Rats who later also lost his life. Natalie always wanting to help others, from helping people carry their shopping bags to calling bingo numbers in the sheltered housing where her nanna lived and visited helping the elderly. She also suffered depression very badly at times which was due to her tragic childhood and bullying at school. I often told her that it was jealousy that made a bully and they were really cowards without their gangs. These are just some of the things I miss about you Natalie always having a twinkle in your eyes and a beautiful smile the Cheeky moments you would have at my cost. The hugs and kisses always being there for me. Never putting yourself first no matter what. Your bonny brown hair and brown eyes the many different baseball caps you wore, your banter and favourite words, cush, on a mission, lush, Being able to ring your mobile at anytime and hearing your voice. Just simply gorgeous from the first time I looked into your eyes on the day you were born I knew you were special. Always being a friend to all. I am proud of you and will love you eternally Natalie I only hope one day you can be as proud of me. xxxxxxxmamxxxxxxxx
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~ One Day ~
I can see you my Angel
Through these eyes of mine
You are watching me from heaven
Oh how wonderful you shine
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Clouds are floating past me
But I can still see you
To be with you in heaven
Would be a dream come true
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I will patiently wait Angel
Many years may come and go
You will always be shining for me
With your heavenly glow
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When my time on earth is through
And my eyes can no longer see you
God will open his arms and welcome me
To be in heaven with you for Eternity
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Written by Brenda Derrick 13~8~2011
Love and Hugs to you and your Angel~Brenda xxxxx
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Looking up into the sky
Watching beauty passing by
Night of love is in the wind
Touch me with your heart again
Share with me your special love
As stars collide with beauty of
Special thoughts within my view
Captured in my heart for you
Peace I find when you are near
Hold me in your heart with care
Fill me with such rhapsodies
Your music fills my reveries
Night of love within the air
Love surrounds us everywhere
Touch the moon and stars above
This beauty is a thing called love.
~ Francine Pucillo�2002 ~
Sunday Love to you and your Angel
Love Brenda xxxxx
☜♡☞ GOODNIGHT ANGEL... ☜♡☞
THERE IS NOTHING I WOULD WANT MORE.....
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THERE IS NOTHING IN THE WORLD THAT I WOULD LOVE MORE
THAN TO SEE THE FACE OF MY ANGEL THAT I ADORE
TO BE ABLE TO COME TO HEAVEN AND GIVE YOU A KISS
WITH ALL OF MY HEART YOU ARE THE ONE THAT I MISS
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IT FEELS LIKE PART OF MYSELF WENT MISSING THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY
I HOLD EACH MEMORY SO CLOSE TO MY HEART AND IN MY HEART THEY WILL STAY
UNTIL MY TIME ON EARTH IS OVER AND I COME TO JOIN YOU
WITH ALL OF MY HEART AND SOUL I WILL THINK OF YOU
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FROM WHEN I WAKE IN MORNINGS WITH THE DAWNS FIRST LIGHT
RIGHT UNTIL I CLOSE MY EYES TO GO TO SLEEP EVERY NIGHT
YOU WILL FOREVER BE PART OF ME I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
MY BEAUTIFUL ANGEL THAT I LONG SO MUCH TO TOUCH........
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copyright� Rosalind Roberts 30/7/2010
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☆GOODNIGHT ANGEL ☆
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If I could walk a million miles, a million miles I'd walk.
Just to hold your hand and just to hear you talk.
If I could walk a million miles.
It would be worth a walk just to see your perfect smile.
I would climb the highest mountain.
Swim the deepest sea.
For I would walk a million miles just to have you home with me.
If I could walk a million miles this is what I'd do..
I would walk over hot ashes. Just to be with you.
If I could walk a million miles.
I would walk across the desert barefooted upon the sand.
I would keep walking for days until I got to you in the Promised Land.
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copyright Jackie Thomas 29/05/09.
Love Brenda xxxxx
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۞ We Love You Always ۞
We didn't know what Heartache meant
Until the day you were took away
All the tears we've cried
The hurt is here to stay
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We cry for the loss
Of someone so special as you
In life you were so special
In death your so missed too
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Even though your gone
In our Heart you will remain
In spirit you're still with us
But our lives are not the same
Written by Jayne Roddy
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Love Brenda xxxxx
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And in gods special garden
All our dear friends will be
Sat amongst the flowers
Discussing you and me
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Baby Angels ,wings so bright
Fluttering in the soft sunlight
Looking down and wondering why
All below are sad and cry
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Remember us with joy they say
We'll be together again one day
And in gods garden we will share
All his love and tender care.
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Then once again you'll smile with me
As all together we will be
So do not weep or cry in pain
Im sending you sunshine, not the rain
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The gentle breeze, its only me
Sitting quietly by your knee
A soft caress
A whisper low
Telling you that I love you so
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So do not worry while I'm away
We'll be together again one day.
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by Patricia Clegg
Love Brenda xxxxxxx
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♥ Taken From Me ♥
I'm sitting here in my room, looking at your picture.
Wondering why you couldn't be a part of my future.
Uncontrollable tears stream down my face,
while my heart beat starts to race.
Asking God why he took you from my life,
it was more painful than stabbing me in the heart with a knife.
I still needed you here
you were the one to make everything so clear.
you are apart of me and I am apart of you
when you died a part of me died too.
I never knew how hard it was to loose someone you love
until the day you went to heaven above.
Even though I can't see,
I know your up there watching over me.
I miss you more and more everyday
and all I can do is pray.
In my heart you shall forever remain.♥
� Angie Flores
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Love and Hugs~Brenda xxxxx
♥ GOODNIGHT & SWEET DREAMS ♥
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Heaven is where our heart is
Under the stars and moon
All of the Angels are watching us
On this site called Gone Too Soon
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We visit our Angels pages
To show our love for them
We go to bed at night
And in the morning we start again
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This site is such a comfort to us
We miss our Angels so much
It brings us closer to our loved ones
And helps us to keep in touch
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So keep on lighting your candles
So they can be seen from up above
For all our Angels on Gone Too Soon
I send you all my Love
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Written by Brenda Derrick 1~9~2011
*♥* Love And Hugs Angel *♥*
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FLY BEAUTIFUL BUTTERFLY
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Fly Beautiful Butterfly up to the sky
Fly Beautiful Butterfly go and fly with my angel up high
Fly Beautiful Butterfly go and spread your wings
Fly Beautiful Butterfly go and find my angel that sings
Fly Beautiful Butterfly up with the rest
Go and fly with my angel,For my angel Is the Best.
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copyright Jackie Thomas May 2009.
THIS ACHE IN MY HEART♥
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This ache In my heart Is Oh so strong
Now that you are gone how do I carry on?
This ache In my heart It hurts everyday
It only started since you went away
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This ache In my heart It just kills me Inside
I have had this ache In my heart from the day that you died
This ache In my heart will always stay
Please come home and make my heart ok.
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copyright Jackie Thomas May 2009.
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Sleep Angel sent to you
Good Night Sleep Angel
I'm sending you this Angel
with hopes for dreams all night.
She's bringing her special blanket
to wrap you tonight.
Its made with Love and Stardust
and magic through and through
to help you sleep very soundly
and awaken just like new.
So close your eyes and see her
floating near your side,
she is there to tuck you in - dear
for a dreamy steel filled ride.
You are so very special and you are so LOVED
and appreciated each and every day.
Just remember your Good Night Sleep angel
is only a thought away......
Author Unknown
Goodnight God Bless xxxxx
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